Saturday, February 3, 2007

Why control !!!


The slow effects of toxics fumes have left me crippled. I still am physically

able and strong, but it’s my mind that has started to cripple. I am handicapped

by my inability to be happy, by my inability to sing along my favorite song

on radio, by my inability to express my pleasure on meeting a dear one, by not

being able to look forward to a great meal, by not being able to punch my fist in

the air to celebrate my success, by not being able to have a exhaustively good

time with friends. I am crippled, as I am unable to avoid being judgmental

Towards people, unable to express my love openly, unable to care without

Inhibitions. Unable to accept being any where but at the top and unable to see godness in myself

I am a victim of a disease that I believe has cemented its roots in today world

and is ready to spread out fast….

I am suffering from a condition called controlled emotions.

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