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Me and my heart,
have never been so far apart.
Even though the distance is just minutes
and not days or hours.

Neither my face nor voice or words
give my feelings away.
Long after,long long after,
the moments stay.

I stare endlessly,
far but at the wall.
with a hope brewing
that someones got my back.

Extreme emotions and wired reactions,
I am getting pulled in different directions.
There is no reason for me to pause
or  to get rid of my thoughts.

I hear it echo endlessly in my head,
far too much longer than I would want.
stuck up yet stuck up.
I speak, but I cant.

Holding a few,
well just really trying.
yet no remorse, when i cant,
as they rush past me flying.

Whats distance, whats time
when it all plays out perfectly in my mind.
I am the one on the hook,
and I am the one holding the reeling line.