Living in parts.

This was in the waiting for a really long long time, in fact it was due ever since things started.
Tomorrow when you wake up, you wont be able to look forward to the day with me, you
would have a hundred thousand things to say and I would have the desire to hear,but your
words would never reach me . An interesting dream from the last night would linger on way
too long inside your head , to keep its charm.You would have questions to ask, concerns to share
and opinions to seek, but I wont be there.The day would soon stand in all its glory, as always,well almost.. .
With the pace of the day kicking in, you would soon be eaten up by the rush of the world.

Every time you would stop to take a breather, you would realise I am not around. Every time you wet
your lips when you are drinking water , you would burn for me. The buzz of the phone or the new mail
alert would break your effort fully held trance and my thoughts would creep in .While you would smile,
just for a moment, your face would become even more somber soon.

There would still be chocolates and that's just about it.A familiar song playing on the radio,
while you are in the cab, would force you to think of me,as if its was just yesterday .While the
night would continue to be as alluring as ever, there would be no one, in front of whom you can
spread your day and crib and rejoice. There will be no one bugging you with late night calls,
and no one to bug.

The gym class, the morning jog and the evening walk would just be the same, and so would be
the ever invading incompleteness.The excitement of getting a new hair cut, a new dress, or a new
lip color would be the same, and so would be the the feeling of being invisible to the world.The
triumph of success success at work, the joy of festivals and the happiness of those special
days would all be the same, and so would be the desire to share it all with some one.
The way you talk to people wont change, nor would the way people perceive you change.
but some where deep with in you things wont be the same.

Your smile would still have the allure, your words would still enchant, your eyes would still have there sparkle,
and your face would still have the fresh innocence, your actions still would be purposeful, and your thoughts clear. your ambitions would still be high and power full, and your heart still mellow n pure.You wouldcontinue to succeed in all that you do and would continue to impress one and all.
You would have every thing but for me ...