How life changes in a moment.. i am amazed. I can never understand the the dynamics of life, let alone keep up with it.One second you are having the best of times , taking it easy and life seems to look up all the way , the other moment you are trying hard to stop yourself from plunging into a endless gloom.And the mind takes in the sadness
rather quickly, as compared to the good news. Hardly any time has passed since i got the news and my ming has already travled far and wide. I have thought of the extend and impact of the damage, the repurcussions of the event and the reactions of the others involved.
I feel happiness and sadness are like sugar and salt in more ways then what is commonly perceived.rather quickly, as compared to the good news. Hardly any time has passed since i got the news and my ming has already travled far and wide. I have thought of the extend and impact of the damage, the repurcussions of the event and the reactions of the others involved.
I have abused my self for reacting the way i have, and letting the news effect me to such an extend.
I have looked myself down for showing such weakness.
I have ridiculed my self for not being in a position to prevent or undo what has happened.
I have consoled my self thinking that it was always an understanding that the end would be
some thing like this only .I have contemplated radical steps to escape the misery,and
given up on those thoughts.And subsequently laughed on my self for being such a escapist.
I have visualised how different my life would be from this very moment, and how much
better lives of a lot of other people would be.
I have tried making plans to combat the ill effect of the news in my life.I have also
thought of other things in my life , i might as well fix them while i am fixing the latest mishaps.
I have egged myself on , not to take this too hard and be strong.
I have pointed out a lot of my shortcomings,which resulted in me being in a situation that i am .
All in all i have thoroughly lived , thought , felt and introspected my sorrow in barely a few seconds.
The penetration of thoughts is really fat, even faster is the penetration of sad/negative thoughts.
I have looked myself down for showing such weakness.
I have ridiculed my self for not being in a position to prevent or undo what has happened.
I have consoled my self thinking that it was always an understanding that the end would be
some thing like this only .I have contemplated radical steps to escape the misery,and
given up on those thoughts.And subsequently laughed on my self for being such a escapist.
I have visualised how different my life would be from this very moment, and how much
better lives of a lot of other people would be.
I have tried making plans to combat the ill effect of the news in my life.I have also
thought of other things in my life , i might as well fix them while i am fixing the latest mishaps.
I have egged myself on , not to take this too hard and be strong.
I have pointed out a lot of my shortcomings,which resulted in me being in a situation that i am .
All in all i have thoroughly lived , thought , felt and introspected my sorrow in barely a few seconds.
The penetration of thoughts is really fat, even faster is the penetration of sad/negative thoughts.
just as tongue the receptor for taste is able to sense salt rite at the tip, mind the receptor for emotions is
quick to latch on to sadness.
Nice ...
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