Saddle

Neither being right every time
nor admitting when you are wrong.

Neither keeping a positive mind
nor ruing over past.

Neither knowing when to stop
nor just going on and on.

Neither being belligerent
nor always being calm.

Neither listening with honesty
nor staying quite and strong.

Neither being your true self
nor being clay in a mold.

Neither being accepting
nor being persistent for change.

Getting back on the saddle each time
is what matters the most.

People decorate there houses with beautiful things, and fill there surroundings with things that please them and make then happy. He did no such thing. In-fact he did something quite different. He saved painstakingly, every thing that reminded him of the pain. the ghastly memories and the world tumbling setbacks in his life.
He kept every little detail fresh in his mind through meticulous efforts. Disciplined.

Forgive

Forgive and be forgotten... Keep the grudge