I am not in love with memories
or dreams with which I flew.
I am not in love with the acomplishments,

for i threw them all away
I am not in love with the peopl,
pretty and interest who i left behind.

nor am I in love with the the friends,
who are almost off my mind

ever

Just waking up every morning, disappoints me.
These days.
Most days.

Just starting a new thing,challenges me.
Frequently.
Usually.

Just meeting a new person, agrevates pain.
Some of them.
Them.